Welcome torchbearers

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Nehru’s rose

This is for Atul Dev and Nikita Saxena, for their admirable courage and unflinching honesty. This is also for, The Caravan, The Wire, The Leaflet, Scroll.in and other online portals, for fearless journalism and upholding the truth.
Welcome torchbearers of a brand new generation.

https://caravanmagazine.in/law/former-supreme-court-employee-accuses-cji-ranjan-gogoi-sexual-harassment

This is the link to the article, published in The Caravan, dealing with allegations of sexual harassment and abuse of power, against the Chief Justice of India, Ranjan Gogoi. It is co-written by Atul Dev and Nikita Saxena.

A LETTER

Our dearest Dolly,

I had a scary dream last night. I want to share it with you, before I forget, as the good part about my scary dreams is, that I do quickly forget them.

I saw us all there, and Nani, and obviously Nana too (though I did not see him), in some place where there was a large family gathering. It could have been a family wedding. I’m not sure you were there, but I was, as an adolescent.

I saw myself chatting with some guy, much older than me, but not very old, say around 35-40 years of age, in a room, that was part of the main place, but a little separate. I’ve always had the habit of getting friendly very quickly, and of not drawing any boundaries, whatsoever. I remember these thoughts, admonishingly criss-crossing my mind later, in the dream. This nonchalance has been a part of me ever since I can remember. Anyway this man was  part of the large circle of family and friends present, and so well known to all of us there.

Very soon he tried to come close physically. He lunged at me 2-3 times, trying to put his arms around, but I managed to fob him off. Then I got angry, said a few things, that I don’t  remember clearly, perhaps like, “stay away”, or such, and left the room. Nothing much happened. Believe me, this sort of a direct attack has never happened with me. Other things have, and you know some parts. But do not get perturbed about all that now. It has all passed and gone.

It was then that I started looking for Mummy, to tell her what had happened. Since there were so many relatives around, some one or the other kept coming in the way, and cutely stopping me from conversing with her. It was like, “no no, you can’t begin a serious conversation here. We are here to have fun!” Anyway I kept trying to get Mummy alone unsuccessfully.

It was somewhere in between all this, that two other little girls appeared. By the time I was feeling better, and started interacting with them playfully, as sisters and cousins do.

It was at this unguarded moment, that the man again appeared and tried getting physically close with one of the girls, in a wrong way, several times. I was livid, and the child was too small to do anything, but somehow we all managed to push him away, and send him off. A little later we saw the threatening nose of a gun, pointing at us, from inside the room, where he was. We could not see anyone there. It was very scary, and we started flapping and flailing our hands, pushing the little one down to protect her, but nothing happened. I again started looking for Mummy, and this time managed to get her alone to myself. She seemed unwell and unable to walk comfortably. We started talking about her difficulties in walking, and that is when I woke up, frightened and shaking.

I kept thinking why I should be seeing all this. It was nowhere near my mind, when I slept. My immediate reaction was to sit up, and pray. Then I remembered the CJI incident, and understood where the chain of thoughts was coming from.

I also thought how unsafe it is for women everywhere. We know, it has always been so. At least now, they have the means to protest, and their voices are being heard. I also thought of working women, and how  vulnerable they were, to indecent behavior.

You know I always think of you. I became immediately concerned. I spent many miserable moments, until I realised who you have become today, and what strength you embody in your fragile, sweet frame. I see you today, as do other friends and family members, as a courageous girl. I also see you, as a woman who through her work, has sent out word, “I am strong, and I will help other women too, find a voice. I will support, and give them a suitable platform to speak from, and in doing so, I will  never hesitate, for even a second.”

Well done sweetheart. Very, very proud of you,
Papa and Mama

Notes in passing :

The incident is both real and fictional. It is real, as it records the happenings in the dream, and my thoughts thereafter faithfully. It is fictitious, because in reality, none of the scary incidents occurred. The offender was a dream figure, and no one I know. We all know, the stuff dreams are made of, and mine was no exception! In the end, I sincerely wish for more power and greater strength to our tribe, i.e. women, all over. Other than this, I have no affiliations, political or otherwise.

Nana and Nani mentioned above, are terms for maternal grandparents, as used in Northern India, or specifically Uttar Pradesh, where I belong. They were my dear parents, and my daughter’s grandparents.

© Shruti Saxena mochatalks.wordpress.com

 

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WINTER THOROUGHBREDS

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THROUGH
WOODED THICKETS

Through wooded thickets
And vague thoughts,
Through confusion, dilemma
And chaos,
Through pain and wondering,
You will see,
A thin, twisting lane
Leading some place,

Walk with faith
In scary, wee hours
Barefeet and all alone,
Fearlessly,
Knowing you can never
Do anything more,
Or ever any better,
Than now

GONE UNDER COVER
Quite literally, under quilt and cover, chilling, writing winter poems. Facing the coldest winter, since we came here, to Udaipur, in January 2015.
UDAIPUR
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TO THE FALL
OF
RAINDROPS

On every dark day,
There’s a little black cloud,
Shimmying and preening
With a silver rim,
Bringing magic
And laughter
To a dreary day

When the sun naughtily
Hides
Behind the cover of
Thunderous clouds,
The little, black one
Cheekily shines hope
And loudly guffaws,

The lightening too
Joins in
In the spanking,
Good fun,
Lighting the earth
With dare and charm
Sizzling and sparkling

To the tapping beat
Of hail,
To the roar of thunder
To the whistling tunes
Of wind,
Strumming softly
Through rustling leaves,

To the cool,
Enchanting
Shivering breeze,
To the fall of
Raindrops
On a very bleak and
Hopeless day,

Warming cockles
Of every heart,
With their wild, wayward ways
Making me smile
A little too,
And giggle
Just as unbriddled!

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THE SUN
AND ME 

 

I want to
Catch some sun
Have some fun
This cold, cold
Winter,

I want to catch
The sun
In
My butterfly net
And bring him home

Lock him up
In a cupboard
And keep him there
Safely
All winter,

Just for me,
Day and night,
To play and bask
All day long
This dreadfully
Cold, cold winter

To laze and frolic,
To dose off,
If I wished
In sunny, warm glories
This very cold winter

© Shruti Saxena mochatalks.wordpress.com

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justice for asifa

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love is all that matters
my love for you..

 

innocence has two large, brown eyes,
and soft chestnut hair, falling on her forehead,
innocence is a fair child,
the delight and pride of her Abbu and Ammi,
the happy twinkle in their eyes,

innocence went out one day,
to graze horses,
she never returned…

innocence was only eight years old,
a wisp of a child..

 


a silent plea for justice

The nomad

Is an eternal traveller,
He earns his livelihood,
From his livestock,
He camps under open skies,
By silvery rivers,
His only precious wealth,
Is his little children

 

Short-Crime-Sayings

A PLEA FOR JUSTICE
THE KATHUA CASE (JANUARY 2018)
 


Rest in peace, little Asifa.

 

 

The two videos used in the article have been downloaded from the YouTube. Thanks so much, for them.

© Shruti Saxena mochatalks.wordpress.com

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A Tribute to Sridevi

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What is it, in you
That sparkles and burns,
As incense on an altar,
That refuses to die,
But lives, to enthrall all
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A LIFE WELL LIVED

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REMEMBERING SRIDEVI (1963-2018)

To magic we are born,
and unto magic we leave,
For unknown realms of love,
Till we meet again,
in thoughts
And in dreams..

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On Wings of Dreams

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FOR SRIDEVI (1963-2018)

 

“When the evening skies
Turn pink and violet
I’ll come home,
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To say, I lived

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A dream
Beyond all dreams, Continue reading

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